So the jet ski dude said: "If you know how to drive a motorbike, it'll be easy."
It's really ironic... I had my stint as a trainer at work and gave my share of assurance to my trainees but I hate it when other people give me one!
My turn on the jet ski came and after the jet ski dude gave me other instructions, I was on my own. I stood, pulled the accelerator to max and flew like a rabid wolf on meth. I effin' don't know where to go and I don't care... the strong wind was trying to knock me down but I held tighter. I was going too fast that my jet ski was bouncing up on the lake water.
I went far away from the bank and saw myself at the heart of the lake. My excitement for speed intensified to unimaginable heights.
I indulged in great speed. I was shaking because I don't know if what I am doing is alright but I went ahead and enjoyed the freedom.
I was free... no one was there to hear me yell "YEEEAAHH!" and tell me that I'm splitting their eardrums.
I was free... no one was there to see me burn the engine and tell me to slow down before I fall down...
... and it happened.. I took a sharp curve and my jet ski rotated 360 degrees but I was still on. It scared the shit out of me. I am wearing a life jacket and the safety clip is in place... I stopped looked around me and I started feeling scared... really really scared.
I realized that I am lost... I was disoriented... I didn't know where I am, how I got there and which way is back.
I realized that the water that I am raping was effin' deep... I drowned... because of my worries. What if I fell in the water and never floated? What if some sort of a water creature suddenly emerged from underneath, pulled me down and ate me.
My heart beat like a jackhammer...
I was so confident I won't fall down until I almost fell. I wanted to get out of where I am at so again, I fled in haste. On my way back, I never slowed down... still screamed on the top of my lungs and enjoyed.
"Oh, kamusta?"
"Putang ina, nakakaadik pala mag jet ski! Syet, gusto ko pa!"
Already getting a good grasp of my personality? Yes, that's how I am ;)
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